Down the Rabbit Hole

Down the Rabbit Hole by Holly Madison

In this candid memoir, Holly Madison, Hugh Hefner’s former #1 girlfriend, reveals the shocking truth behind life inside the Playboy Mansion. What seemed like a glamorous dream—A-list parties, television fame, and celebrity life—quickly became a nightmare of strict rules, manipulation, and competition with other “bunnies.” Holly shares her struggles with identity, self-worth, and personal crises, including contemplating suicide, and how she ultimately reclaimed her life. The book offers a behind-the-scenes look at the Mansion, her relationships, and her journey toward empowerment, healing, and independence.